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2020.09.18 16:17 andrew_c_r Is anyone else feeling a little burned out?

I go to my local Targets and Walmarts weekly, sometimes multiple times a week when I can, and have been doing so often since the pandemic started. I can count on one hand the amount of times I ever found something that wasnt Opening Day, stickers, or WWE blasters. I constantly see people on FB Marketplace, eBay, etc, who are obviously not collectors themselves, selling entire racks/boxes/shelves of hot products for 2-4x the normal price. Its infuriating.
All of this I could get over, since I get it. I mean, people pay the 2-4x markup on the secondary/online market, so you'd be stupid not to clean out the Walmart/Target stock. Again, I could look past all this if it wasnt for the fact that this hyper inflation only seems to apply to CURRENT cards. Why exactly is there very little interest, for example, for RCs of stars of years past? Guys who are borderline or sure fire HoFers, or at least team legends, such as Posey, Wainwright, Votto, David Wright, Pedroia, Felix, etc? Why do people pay out the behind for Luis Robert lots when theres so obviously a massive amount of stuff with his name on it? I get that everyone wants in on the ground floor of the next Trout, but dont you ALSO want to invest in some safer, less volatile players, who already have cemented a great legacy?
Sorry if this post isnt allowed. And sorry if I seem like the "get off my lawn" type of complaining guy. I still love collecting and discussing. Im not gonna give away my small collection to prove a point or something. Im just so puzzled on how quickly the hobby as a whole moved on from the big stars of the 2000s. Guys who are obvious and proven superstars are less valuable than a dozen or so unproven rookies of this year alone. Its disheartening, annoying, and its pricing waaaaaayyy too many people, especially kids, out of getting more stuff.
Maybe I'm way off, and if so feel free to voice your opinion.
Also, dont encourage these leeches and Karen Facebook moms who buy up the entire stock by purchasing cards off them. If youre going to overpay, at least go to a LCS, or if youre like me and dont have a good one within an hour of your house, buy off a LCS's website.
Thanks to all 3 of you who might get this far for entertaining my old man rant.
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2020.09.18 16:09 _Jimp_ Will the Quest 2 work offline?

I may have missed this but I was wondering if the Quest 2 will be a online always device or will it work offline? This would be a make or break thing for me, I don't care about the FB login requirement or any data they may get from me but I am not always online especially since 99% of the time I play single player games.
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2020.09.18 15:23 XzanderSzn1991 I think I have the proper terminology to describe why nobody likes playing against scorpion online

I have no ill will towards the players that utilize him, that's their choice...

But versing scorpion online feels like a walking fatal blow. We all know what it feels like when your OP is below 30% and your trying to avoid getting caught in that FB. lmao
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2020.09.18 13:59 AggravatingElection6 DAN BOX - Revenge Troll

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Name: Daniel Box
Username: 'Lazarus'. Also likes to refer to himself as 'Danny Box' or 'Boxy'
Lives: Aigburth, Liverpool
Occupation: Retail
Type of Troll: Revenge Troll
Other Information: Thomas is something of a serial Troll, as he is currently waging at least two online hate campaigns under the banner, 'Minder TV Series: The Truth Behind the Forum' and 'The Truth About The Peter Wyngarde Biography'. He also host two pages on Facebook called 'Department Wyngarde 2' and 'Department Wyngarde: The Search for Spock'. These two pages were created for the sole purpose of spreading hate about the author of the book, 'Peter Wyngarde: A Life Amongst Strangers', and Peter Wyngarde's agent, Thomas Bowington.
Hypocrisy Rating: 10/10 Accuses others of Racism, but fraternises with with Kevin Thomas, who was banned from one online group for posting Racist abuse.
Banned from the following websites and groups for age-inappropriate behaviour or posting abuse:
The Official Peter Wyngarde Appreciation Society
Other Information: Used to run a fan group on Facebook called, 'Department Wyngarde', which was removed from the platform in November 2019 for abusing and libelling other FB users.
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2020.09.18 13:44 2112trader Investing News Morning Roundup – September 18, 2020

Investing News Morning Roundup – September 18, 2020
Investors have been digesting Jerome Powell’s dire outlook and have been taking profits since. Today is expected to be extra volatile as it’s also quadruple witching day, which refers to the simultaneous expiration of market index futures, stock futures, market index options and stock options.
ByteDance plan for TikTik includes an IPO within a year
ByteDance (BDNCE) and the US Treasury have agreed to revised terms of a deal with Oracle (ORCL). The new company will be called TikTok Global and revisions to the deal are said to have addressed national security concerns of the government. When President Trump heard details for the original transaction he did not want China to retain a controlling interest in TikTok that could imperil Americans’ personal information. Under the revised plan presented, Oracle would acquire a minority stake in a newly formed TikTok that would be headquartered in the U.S. with an independent board approved by the U.S. government. The aim of the government’s actions is to protect the personal data of US citizens, to that end it includes 20 pages of detailed provisions over data and national security. Under those terms, the board of directors would have to consist entirely of U.S. citizens and would include a national security committee. Walmart Inc., (WMT) which had previously partnered with Microsoft (MSFT) to make an outright bid for TikTok’s U.S. business, remains interested in investing as well, and could also end up with a seat on the board.
Facebook being sued to spying Instagram users through cameras
A New Jersey based Instagram user is suing Facebook (FB) in federal court in San Francisco alleging the company is spying on users via their cameras. The suit arises from media reports last year that this was happening, with users being informed their cameras were being accessed by Instagram. Facebook denied the reports and blamed a bug, which it said it was correcting. The plaintiff alleges Facebook was accessing the camera intentionally was done to collect “lucrative and valuable data on its users that it would not otherwise have access to,” according the suit. By “obtaining extremely private and intimate personal data on their users, including in the privacy of their own homes,” Instagram and Facebook are able to collect “valuable insights and market research,” according to the complaint.
Apple preparing to start online sales in India ahead of holiday season
It has been 20 years since Apple (AAPL) started operating in India, one of the fastest growing markets for smartphones. 20 years later, Apple is finally launching an online store to sell its wares. Apple will launch its online store on September 23. Apple will sell all its products, from iPhones to Mac desktops, on its site. Apple will offer its products in both English and Hindi. Previously, Apple only offered its products via third-party sellers due to local laws restricting foreigners selling in India without a local partner. Apple successfully lobbied India for changes to those regulations and will soon enjoy the fruits of its labor. Apple opened its first physical store in Mumbai and will be opening its second in Bangalore.
Tencent gaming operations in US government’s sights for national security review
The US government has started asking US tech companies about how they share data with Tencent’s (TCEHY) gaming operations. The Committee on Foreign Investment in the U.S. (CFIUS), which is chaired by the Treasury Department, has sent letters of inquiry to a number of US tech companies. The government is asking about their security protocols in handling Americans’ personal data. Epic Games, Riot Games and others have received letters. Tencent owns Riot and has a 40% stake in Epic, which is the maker of the popular video game Fortnite.
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2020.09.18 09:57 nomobroeatyourlies I guess I just watch and learn as he ruins my life...

Theres this guy I’ve known forever, who stole my identity back in like 2008. He used my name when dealing with the law and I was penalized for his actions. 9 months went by before I found out. It took me 3 more yrs to track him down and clear my name of any wrong doing. He pleaded guilty and did a short stint in jail for his crime. Fast forward to January 25 2020. We’ve had no contact and all of a sudden, someone snapped a pic of a long winded comment , repeated over and over, left on my fb page by this guy. My fb was open to everyone at that time. Where he falsely accused me of sexually molesting him when we were younger. I was dumbfounded, speechless and instantly filled with anger over this defamatory comment. I cant tell you what I went through over the next few months trying to wrap my head around why he would say such a vile thing. He avoided any and all contact with me and went into hiding for a few weeks. Once he came out of hiding he reached out to a girl I knew and note that he had never even met before. He told her that it happened a cpl of times that he can remember. And his many years of drug addiction was how he was able to cope with it all these years. I was losing my mind thinking of how I was gonna find him and what I was gonna do to him. I was enraged. But 4 months went by without a peep and I was just beginning to get back to good when he left a voice msg on my phone with some more made up accusations suggesting also, that I was avoiding his calls!? He added he wanted me to leave him alone and to stop posting naked pics of him on reddit which I had not ever done. How would I have pics like that anyhow? He went on to say that if I wanted him to go online and publicly announce that he lied, to make me feel better, he’d do that for me if I just left him alone. I called him back and left a voicemail stating that I received his msg and to call me back. He never did. I called 4 days later and it was ignored as well. I recorded everything I did with regards to contacting him as well. He started posting false profiles appearing as if it were me on facebook. He found out I knew about it and quickly put his name on the profile and denied any wrong doing. A few moths passed and a gay friend of mine asked if I was on a gay site. I said no why would he ask that? He sent me a profile with my name just slightly changed as a profile with the perps pic on it. This time I didnt react I just set up a blank profile and took countless photos of his headline posts and picture changes. Same timeframe I am alerted to another one that had just came up in my name on another gay site. The difference was that this one read ‘msg me for details on my daughter” and something about “taking turns”. Thats when I lost it! Me and some friends began creating profiles to try and find out his whereabouts and have him busted. In under a week we did it. He sent pics and a room # at a hotel to one of the profiles that were created by us. We all went to the hotel where we saw him having a cigarette out front. As I approached him he bolted in and up the stairs where I followed close behind until he locked himself in a room. I then called the police and had them come to the hotel. I showed them all of my evidence and they told me that unless he attempted to taunt me directly he hadnt broken any laws. They werent legally allowed to do anything at this point. I couldnt believe my ears. Only a few hours later my daughter contacted me screaming and calling me every name in the book. She accused me of impersonating her online and sending her nude pics of this guy and theres more. I hung up on her because I just couldnt take anymore and it rang again. It was the police. They asked where I was and said to stay there, they were coming to speak with me. They came and gave me a verbal warning and ordered to have zero contact with my daughter. I asked them to explain what is going on and they said all they knew is there was a link created with images of my daughter appearing to be posted by me. Nearing a mental breakdown I contacted a lawyer immediately. They told me because I havent been charged for any crime that they wouldnt be able to represent me. But they could lend me their ear for $575 an hr. Im living a real life twilight zone episode. I have done all that I can and Im begging for some help. What can I do? Btw... The imei’s connected to the profiles and pictures can only be investigated if him or I were charged with a crime which we are not. So I cant even attain the digital fingerprint that would clear me from any wrong doing and prove he did this. Fml.
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2020.09.18 06:41 ediblesprysky I did NOT purchase a $250 Sephora cart (that I obviously don't need) and instead used that money to complete a longtime personal goal!

Quick little victory story for you all! It requires a little backstory, but I'll try to keep it brief.
So, most important context, I'm a professional musician. I play viola/violin, mostly in orchestral settings, but also at events and weddings, that sort of thing. (Basically everything that's not currently allowed 🙃) But I've always also been interested in the history of string instruments, so much so that my first job out of school was at a high-end instrument dealer. My dad is also a violinist, and a few times in my childhood, I witnessed him purchase an old, busted-up instrument, get it repaired, and bring it back to life. It's often a fair chunk of change to invest up-front, but the payoff can be tens of thousands of dollars if you can wait for it. So ever since I started grad school in 2011 (!) and started officially learning about instruments and how to identify them, I've been low-key on the lookout for my own neglected gem to save.
Every time I go to a thrift store or antique mall, I always make sure to check if maybe there's an old violin lying around. I've found a few, but they've always been trash—not worth the investment to save. Every so often, I get inspired to look on local Craigslist and FB Marketplace listings, but same thing. Either things are too low-quality to bother with, or they're already too expensive for me to take the leap. Or, a couple of heartbreaking times, they've sold to someone else before I could close the deal.
Anyway, thanks to COVID, I've been boredom/stress shopping a LOT. (If I hadn't been wasting $50 here, $100 there this whole time, maybe I could've invested in some of the more expensive instruments I've seen recently, but that's neither here nor there.) Makeup hasn't been the only outlet, but it's been a big one. Now, I KNEW I didn't NEED any of these things in my cart, but I WANTED them all equally enough that I couldn't bring myself to remove any of them. For instance, I've recently been obsessed with finding the PERFECT light yellow eyeshadow that doesn't blend into nothing, and the perfect leaf green shadow that doesn't pull blue. I had several full palettes in the cart just because they had promising-looking versions of those colors. Didn't need the other shades in the palettes even a little, just wanted those individual colors. I also had three lip products in this cart—three! Including one high-end designer one! Even though I don't even wear lip color daily when we're NOT wearing masks! The only thing I really NEEDED (and this is a loose interpretation of "need") is a couple hair products that I've tried already and know I consider HG. (Except that I definitely already have enough hair care products to last me until the end of time.)
Enter serendipity. A random conversation yesterday led me to browsing Goodwill's online sales, which I haven't done in YEARS. (They've improved the interface a little bit! Now it functions like a site from 2009 rather than 1999.) And of course, the first place I go is the violins. Just to see, you know? Of course, the first few pages of results are student-level mass-produced instruments, or old mass-produced instruments that are so trashed that fixing them would cost more than they're worth. The pictures are bad, the descriptions are bad, it's hard to tell if there's potential, I'm not seeing anything that piques my interest.
But then—I'm sure you know where this is going. I found a listing that looked promising. The bid (because the site is all auction-style) was around fifty bucks. From clues in the pics and description, I guessed the violin was about 100 years old, and obviously it needs work—somebody cared so little about it that they donated it to Goodwill, you know? It's gonna take a hefty investment to make it playable. But I researched the maker and found that they're selling for around $6500 on average, and ~$1k for the bow that's also included. Not huge money for a violin, but I figure I can put in the cash to fix it up and still make a nice profit.
It took some bidding back and forth over the last 24 hours, but I won the auction! For $225 plus shipping—aka approximately the same amount I could've easily squandered on pretty colored powders and goos on Sephora, for no expected return but momentary endorphins.
If I had folded and made that order, I wouldn't have been able to jump on this opportunity when it presented itself. So now, instead of yet another Sephora box, I have a lifelong dream coming to me in the mail soon! It was kind of wild when I realized that, and I just needed to share. And I hope my story can put it into perspective for everyone else here, next time you're tempted to make a seemingly-harmless purchase.
Thanks for reading <3
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2020.09.18 05:05 Question-Timely AITA for telling my daughter I am sick and tired of her crap when she only ate 1/4 of her dinner?

My 21 year old daughter is staying with my wife and me because college is online. She's a junior. We pay for 65% of her college (rest is from grandparents, scholarships, and her own work) and she is staying rent-free with us.
I made her dinner today - instant noodles, and she complained about it being too warm. She played on her phone for a bit, and I asked her wtf "Handshake" was and if it was a dumb new social media app like FB.
After that, she said the noodles were too warm for her and went to go do other things. After 10 minutes, I asked her to come out and eat them again, and she refused.
I went into her room and saw that she was reading a company website (why Triangle Insights of all places?) and typing out some letter, and I told her I was sick of her shit. She never finishes her meals and my wife and I end up having to throw them out, and she BARELY EVER cooks her own meals, apart from heating up frozen meals I buy.
She never does any chores either, apart from washing her own dishes, doing her own laundry, and cleaning her own room. I worry that she is growing up spoiled and she honestly is. It doesn't seem like she can do anything for herself. She attends college 6 hours away from home and made it through a few semesters by herself, but still.
She's never wanted to learn cooking either - whenever I teach her, she's never been able to follow my instructions to a T and I end up cooking most of it for her, instead of with her. My wife and I grew up really poor and having to do many chores around the house while dealing with food insecurity so we're just sick of her behavior.
She told us she didn't feel like eating, and I've been there before but it's dinnertime and you have to eat then.
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2020.09.18 04:05 RuebyRebel CAUTION: long read ahead...

i don't even know how to start this, but i have to get it out. i'm using this as a safe haven and community to vent about something that i have been dealing with for about a year and a half now.

almost two years ago I started working at a hotel for my boyfriend's cousin, who was the operations manager there at the time. i had gotten into a car wreck months before, and had taken time off from work to heal. once i was ready to go back to work, my boyfriend's cousin basically offered me a job to come work as a front desk receptionist at the hotel and i accepted because i was in need of some money and a steady routine again.

ok, so i have to explain some things before getting into details about what this post is even about in the first place. So let me backtrack just a little bit. when my bf and i had made our relationship official, we both put it on facebook and made it "facebook official". on his post, his cousin commented and "welcomed" me to the family. this was before I had ever met him personally. so i asked my bf who he was, since i basically knew a lot of his family already (i had grown up with most of them actually) and he said he was his cousin, but not the type of cousin who he had grown up with or knew for a long time because they had actually found out they were cousins a few years before my bf and i had even met. they were "cool though", and hung out from time to time.

shortly after him commenting on the fb post, he followed me on twitter and i followed him back. we never really interacted on there, here and there he would respond to a tweet of mine or like or retweet one every so often. nothing too major. up until i finally met him in person. i will admit, and i think i have been in denial about it, that it was something about him that i found attractive. he wasn't even my type but, i mean if you're attractive you're attractive right? anyway, he would barely even look at me and the entire time we all hung out he didn't even say two words to me. i honestly found that to be a bit odd, seeing that he had been SOMEWHAT social online and thru social media. about a month after meeting him, i dm'ed him on there (as well as a lot of my bf's other friends) to let him know that i would be throwing my bf a surprise party and gave him the details. he never responded, but he did end up coming. when i look back on it, he wasn't ever very social in person...

so after all of this, he would come over from time to time to hang out and smoke w my bf. once i was actually around him more, he was actually cool, although we never really talked like that. i was going thru a bit of depression around the time he would come around often, so i came off very antisocial at the time and never really wanted to talk like that. (later on he would confirm this for me, that i always seemed like i was in a bad mood and never wanted to speak to him, so he didn't really like me lol) and honestly, one thing i have noticed about me is that sometimes i am kinda "mean", or perhaps "cold" is a better word...toward men i'm attracted to and idk why. especially if i'm not sure whether or not they are to me...****IS ANYONE ELSE LIKE THIS????****

so back to the point. i started working for him and we actually became somewhat "friends". he was a cool manager, he pretty much let me do whatever i wanted and when we would work together we would have pretty good conversations. he had just got a puppy who he would bring to work with him a lot and i would always watch him for him. i'm a dog lover, and i became extremely attached to him, to the point where i would even get the puppy and take him home w me sometimes just to dog-sit for a few hours. he trusted me w his dog, and eventually he began to show he trusted me in other ways too because he would talk to me about things that were somewhat personal and vice versa.

eventually, i ended up getting my cousin who i guess is sort of like my best friend, a job there as a housekeeper. the day of her interview, she texted me as soon as it was over that my boss was "fine as hell" and looking back on this, i'm not really sure why i did this, but i told him what she said. i actually screenshot it and sent it to him...i think it was to see what he would say and to see if maybe he was attracted to her as well. also looking back on that, i'm trying to figure out why exactly i even cared...i think i had BEEN attracted to him, but i suppressed it and never really acknowledged it because it was "forbidden" seeing that he was my bf's cousin. any who, as the months would go by, he and i would become even better of friends to the point where he and i hung out a couple times where it was just us. i will admit that it got to a point where i would find an excuse to see him outside of work, because i just really liked being around him. it even got to a point once where i went to his house to smoke with him (i asked him if he wanted to and he invited me over) and the entire time i was just wanting him to make a move and kiss me smh. i became so comfortable around him, that i began to open up to him about the problems i was having in my own relationship and would vent to him about the frustrations i had when it came to my bf. he would always listen and actually give me honest advice, which was surprising honestly because i kind of expected him to be biased and not be so supportive w his advice. this made me like him even more.

so after a few months of my cousin working there, he and her eventually started flirting at work and would even text each other from time to time. this lasted for maybe almost a whole month. she would tell me everything, and he had specifically asked her not to say anything to me (she showed me a text conversation they had where he told her not to tell me about what they had going on) and when i look back on that too, i don't really understand why he didn't want me to know because he and i had built somewhat of a bond and trusted each other.

well one day, my cousin texted me on my off day and said that she needed to tell me something and wanted to come by me and my bf's place. when she did, she showed me text messages between her and him (our boss) and how they were discussing her going to sleep w him that weekend. his girlfriend was going out of town for her bday and he would have their house to himself, so he wanted her to come over. it instantly surprised me, and it honestly made me jealous, so i had to try my hardest to not show it. i saw in the text messages that he asked her not to tell me, and she promised him she wouldn't even though she did lol. side note...my cousin is far from ugly and i think she's a pretty girl. but i know she's not really his type (he has told me what his type was once before and i fit it) so it kind of made me feel as though he was doing all of this for me to know how he was in bed or something...i mean because there was definitely tension between me and him, and it somewhat felt sexual...idk maybe im thinking too much into it. a couple days went by, and the day came for when his gf would be gone and my cousin was going to go over his house to have sex w him. now, as i stated before...i had been having some issues w my bf myself and it was honestly getting to the point where i wanted so badly to move out and have my own space from him and alone time, before just resorting to breaking up. the hotel we worked at wasn't the nicest, and we had a couple of homeless people and families staying there. even one of my coworkers was living there for free while she was in the process of trying to find somewhere to live. so, this seemed like a good opportunity to get out of my bfs for awhile. i texted my boss that morning (this is the same day that my cousin was supposed to be going over his house) and told him that me and my bf's issues was starting to become unbearable and i needed a place to stay. i asked him if i could stay at the hotel, and he agreed to help me out. when he responded yes, i decided to just risk it and "shoot my shot". which is something i normally do not do. i told him that my cousin had told me about what they were planning to do, but not to be mad at her, and that i was jealous because i deserved it more than she did and had been wanting it for quite some time. he was genuinely surprised, and at first he didn't believe me and thought i was setting him up. once he realized i wasn't, he told me to come over and to bring condoms w me. so i did. we ended up having sex and it was great. i could tell from his reactions while doing it that he was not expecting it and he actually vocalized that as well. it was so good that he told me he wanted me to come back that night to spend the night w him, and i did. it was amazing to say the least...

we agreed that it was going to be like a one-time thing (that night) but it turned into a full on affair. i tried to end it so many times, and he would always reel me back in somehow. it got to a point where we began telling each other we loved each other, we argued like we were a couple, he became jealous of my bf (his cousin) and i became jealous of his gf. he ended up opening up to me about his unhappiness in his relationship. how she was a goody two shoes, the sex was boring, she wasn't as freaky as he wished she was, and how they just were too opposite but that he didn't want to break up w her because he had been w her for so long and he didn't want to see her w anyone else. he was the only other guy she had ever been with sexually, and he loved that. any man would. she was born into a family that had money, went to private school all her life, and is a very privileged type of person where as he is the complete opposite. he grew up somewhat poor and struggled, so they definitely come from two different backgrounds. another thing that bothered him in their relationship was the fact that she makes more money than him, so he said she couldn't really understand him the way i could. he once told me that she told him if he didn't spend at least $10,000 on an engagement ring not to even get her one. so that should tell you how spoiled and "privileged" she is. to be completely honest, i honestly figured that and assumed all of this before i even got to know him better. i had only been around her (his gf) a couple of times, and was also friends w her on facebook, and from my perception she was definitely that type of girl.

i stayed at the hotel for about a month and then moved back in w my boyfriend. two months after this, i got fired from the job (long story doesn't have anything to do w the boss) but it sucked because he had to be the one to do it. even after i left the job, he and i kept our affair going. but it was always so off and on because we would argue a lot and i would always cut him off even though it would never last. once it reached summer time, he and his gf went on a couples trip to the DR and i thought he was going to come back and it not be the same. i didn't expect to hear from him at all, but while he was there he texted me a couple of times and told me he missed me and how he couldn't wait to see and fuck me again. the day after he got back, he came by and we of course had hot passionate sex. he told me my pussy was his and that i better not think about giving it to anybody else. he had told me this before actually, and i think he saw how much it turned me on. the next day after this, he texted me telling me that he was actually starting to feel bad for cheating on his gf (even though it had been almost 5 months by then) and that we had to stop. it not only hurt me, but it made me furious. i was always the one to cut HIM off, and now it was the other way around. it triggered my abandonment issues so bad that i went completely off on him. we didn't talk for a couple of days after this, but he finally did reach out to me and told me that he still wanted us to be friends. although i was hurt, i agreed. the "friendship" we both agreed to did not last long at all, because a couple of weeks later we were back having sex. his gf had went out of town again, and i spent the night at his house. now after THIS time, we fell out AGAIN and he cut me off AGAIN.

ever since then (which was last august) he and i have had the most unhealthy, toxic, sexual and scandalous affair. it has always been off and on, because when i cut him off he comes back somehow and i allow him; vice versa. he proposed to his gf in january of this year, but that hasnt stopped him still wanting to have sex w me. however, what has changed though, is the feelings and how he presents them to me. he claims that he no longer has strong feelings for me anymore and that he is trying to mentally and emotionally prepare himself to be a husband and possibly a father. i do understand that, but what bothers me the most is how he "switched up" on me. he was the one who initially told me that he was w his gf and didn't plan on leaving her when we started the affair. and i was fine w that, because i wasn't planning on leaving my bf and i only wanted sex from him. and even though he was the one who initiated that, he was ALSO the one who expressed feelings first. he would tell me things like how he wished he knew me first, and how he'd rather be w me than his gf and how he wishes he could just leave but it wasn't that easy...he was also the one who told me he loved me first. and ever since last august, all of that changed. he gradually would stop telling me he loved me, it got to a point where i was the one who would mostly be the one initiating sex w him...he just started to distance himself more and more. and i get why, but it triggered my abandonment issues like no other and it made me realize just how bad and deep-rooted they are.

as of this past july, he is now the AGM at my current job so we've been working together again. since he and i are now coworkers again, our affair started to get to how it kind of used to be before last august when i started noticing a change in him. however, he still doesn't tell me he loves me and hes definitely not all on me the way he used to be. you can honestly tell that he's been trying to not get so wrapped up in me again, and i do understand why. he is about to be a married man in a month. but it still hurts. i have tried so many things to get him to tell me he loved me or to get him to express feelings for me again, but its just not the same. i recently went on a vacation w my bf, and he would find just about any reason to text me while i was gone, telling me he missed me and a whole bunch of other stuff. when i got back, i went to his house (his fiance was out of town again) and we had some really good "i miss you" sex. after this, i offered to give him some money and of course he accepted. he is in a lot of debt, and he said that anything i could give him would help. like i said, i offered. he didn't ask. he knew that i had gotten a large settlement from a car accident i was in back in 2017, but he never once asked me for anything. so i felt like why not give it to him...i gave him $1000 and told him he only needed to pay me back $500. so far, he has only given me back $100, but i trust that he will pay it all back to me (the $500 anyway).

backtracking to when i was on vacation and he texted me, one night (i was really drunk) i told him that i wanted to have his baby. i told him that i felt like it was only fair that i get something out of him that i could have and hold on to forever since she (his fiance) got to have everything. i know this is completely unrealistic, we both do, but we still talked and fantasized to each other about it. i told him that i would move away, break up w my bf, and have a baby by him and raise it on my own. sick, right? i know...i think this is where the BPD for me kicks in ( i say this because wtf)...not only is it unrealistic given our circumstances, but it's just wrong of me to even THINK about doing something so drastic like that...he was so thrown off that i proposed this idea to him, that he began asking me all the questions on how i would feel about raising a child on my own and how he just couldn't allow me to do that. he said he would never forgive himself for having a child and not raising it, but the thing is...he told me that he wanted to too. smh. i guess we are both sick...we both agreed though that it just could not happen, and that if his marriage to his fiance doesn't work out that he would come and find me and that we would be together. he asked me if there was something else he could do for me for closure, and i told him that i wanted a "last night" w him where he would make love to me and make me feel special. i told him that i wanted him to make me feel like i'm his girl, even if its just for one night, since i can't actually be his girl...

since then, we have gotten into a couple of arguments and yesterday i told him that i don't even want to be friends w him anymore. i feel like i am torturing myself continuing to be friends w him and that its easier for him because although he cares about me and he says he does still have feelings for me, they just aren't as strong as they once were and he has admitted this to me. he told me that his feelings have changed because they HAVE to, which hes right about, and that we both should have known better than to fall for one another because we both knew that nothing could come out of it. he is right about all of this. and i just know that it is time to move on. despite it being so off and on, this has been going on for a year and a half now and honestly during that time the longest we have ever went without talking or seeing each other was 2 months tops. if that. i have become sickly obsessed with him, always stalking his social media (i've gone as far to make fake profiles so i can watch his instagram story without him knowing its actually me), ive sent myself flowers to work pretending that it was my ex just to see if he would get jealous, i even stalk his fiance's social media ( i follow her on instagram but i deleted her off facebook awhile back)...i've even attemped to put a lovespell on him a few months back (it obviously didn't work and i think i did it wrong anyway).... its sick man. i hate that i am this way...its disturbing. he still wants to be friends, and told me that i was "wack" for not wanting to continue on w our friendship but that he understands why i no longer want to. i told him that i want us to be cool at work, and to be cordial and respectful in order to maintain a positive and peaceful work environment. i really like my job and i do not plan on leaving until i finish school...and i was here first anyway, so i feel like it isn't fair to allow him to run me away from a job i really like. i've been here a year now and honestly, it is nerve-wrecking and triggers me always having to see him but i figured maybe i should just take it as my karma...its so hard to not be his friend though because thats how we started, and we get along great as friends. but it also makes it hard for me to move on (both of us if i'm being honest) because we both end up flirting w each other so the "just friends" thing hardly ever works for us. therefore, i know i made the right decision by telling him any extra communication and a friendship outside of work is just no longer a good idea and that i am not willing to do it anymore. it's hard, but i know it will be worth it.

well thats it i guess....i really could go on and on honestly, but i guess this would be a good stopping point. anyone who has any input....please, feel more than free to share it w me. opinions....advice...comfort...cuss me out....whatever. i feel like you guys understand me more than anyone from the posts i read on here quite often, so all i ask is for you to please not judge me. if you read all of this, thank you. it really means a lot to be heard. <3
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2020.09.18 03:53 RuebyRebel CAUTION: long read ahead...

i don't even know how to start this, but i have to get it out. i'm using this as a safe haven and community to vent about something that i have been dealing with for about a year and a half now.
almost two years ago I started working at a hotel for my boyfriend's cousin, who was the operations manager there at the time. i had gotten into a car wreck months before, and had taken time off from work to heal. once i was ready to go back to work, my boyfriend's cousin basically offered me a job to come work as a front desk receptionist at the hotel and i accepted because i was in need of some money and a steady routine again.
ok, so i have to explain some things before getting into details about what this post is even about in the first place. So let me backtrack just a little bit. when my bf and i had made our relationship official, we both put it on facebook and made it "facebook official". on his post, his cousin commented and "welcomed" me to the family. this was before I had ever met him personally. so i asked my bf who he was, since i basically knew a lot of his family already (i had grown up with most of them actually) and he said he was his cousin, but not the type of cousin who he had grown up with or knew for a long time because they had actually found out they were cousins a few years before my bf and i had even met. they were "cool though", and hung out from time to time.
shortly after him commenting on the fb post, he followed me on twitter and i followed him back. we never really interacted on there, here and there he would respond to a tweet of mine or like or retweet one every so often. nothing too major. up until i finally met him in person. i will admit, and i think i have been in denial about it, that it was something about him that i found attractive. he wasn't even my type but, i mean if you're attractive you're attractive right? anyway, he would barely even look at me and the entire time we all hung out he didn't even say two words to me. i honestly found that to be a bit odd, seeing that he had been SOMEWHAT social online and thru social media. about a month after meeting him, i dm'ed him on there (as well as a lot of my bf's other friends) to let him know that i would be throwing my bf a surprise party and gave him the details. he never responded, but he did end up coming. when i look back on it, he wasn't ever very social in person...
so after all of this, he would come over from time to time to hang out and smoke w my bf. once i was actually around him more, he was actually cool, although we never really talked like that. i was going thru a bit of depression around the time he would come around often, so i came off very antisocial at the time and never really wanted to talk like that. (later on he would confirm this for me, that i always seemed like i was in a bad mood and never wanted to speak to him, so he didn't really like me lol) and honestly, one thing i have noticed about me is that sometimes i am kinda "mean", or perhaps "cold" is a better word...toward men i'm attracted to and idk why. especially if i'm not sure whether or not they are to me...****IS ANYONE ELSE LIKE THIS????****
so back to the point. i started working for him and we actually became somewhat "friends". he was a cool manager, he pretty much let me do whatever i wanted and when we would work together we would have pretty good conversations. he had just got a puppy who he would bring to work with him a lot and i would always watch him for him. i'm a dog lover, and i became extremely attached to him, to the point where i would even get the puppy and take him home w me sometimes just to dog-sit for a few hours. he trusted me w his dog, and eventually he began to show he trusted me in other ways too because he would talk to me about things that were somewhat personal and vice versa.
eventually, i ended up getting my cousin who i guess is sort of like my best friend, a job there as a housekeeper. the day of her interview, she texted me as soon as it was over that my boss was "fine as hell" and looking back on this, i'm not really sure why i did this, but i told him what she said. i actually screenshot it and sent it to him...i think it was to see what he would say and to see if maybe he was attracted to her as well. also looking back on that, i'm trying to figure out why exactly i even cared...i think i had BEEN attracted to him, but i suppressed it and never really acknowledged it because it was "forbidden" seeing that he was my bf's cousin. any who, as the months would go by, he and i would become even better of friends to the point where he and i hung out a couple times where it was just us. i will admit that it got to a point where i would find an excuse to see him outside of work, because i just really liked being around him. it even got to a point once where i went to his house to smoke with him (i asked him if he wanted to and he invited me over) and the entire time i was just wanting him to make a move and kiss me smh. i became so comfortable around him, that i began to open up to him about the problems i was having in my own relationship and would vent to him about the frustrations i had when it came to my bf. he would always listen and actually give me honest advice, which was surprising honestly because i kind of expected him to be biased and not be so supportive w his advice. this made me like him even more.
so after a few months of my cousin working there, he and her eventually started flirting at work and would even text each other from time to time. this lasted for maybe almost a whole month. she would tell me everything, and he had specifically asked her not to say anything to me (she showed me a text conversation they had where he told her not to tell me about what they had going on) and when i look back on that too, i don't really understand why he didn't want me to know because he and i had built somewhat of a bond and trusted each other.
well one day, my cousin texted me on my off day and said that she needed to tell me something and wanted to come by me and my bf's place. when she did, she showed me text messages between her and him (our boss) and how they were discussing her going to sleep w him that weekend. his girlfriend was going out of town for her bday and he would have their house to himself, so he wanted her to come over. it instantly surprised me, and it honestly made me jealous, so i had to try my hardest to not show it. i saw in the text messages that he asked her not to tell me, and she promised him she wouldn't even though she did lol. side note...my cousin is far from ugly and i think she's a pretty girl. but i know she's not really his type (he has told me what his type was once before and i fit it) so it kind of made me feel as though he was doing all of this for me to know how he was in bed or something...i mean because there was definitely tension between me and him, and it somewhat felt sexual...idk maybe im thinking too much into it. a couple days went by, and the day came for when his gf would be gone and my cousin was going to go over his house to have sex w him. now, as i stated before...i had been having some issues w my bf myself and it was honestly getting to the point where i wanted so badly to move out and have my own space from him and alone time, before just resorting to breaking up. the hotel we worked at wasn't the nicest, and we had a couple of homeless people and families staying there. even one of my coworkers was living there for free while she was in the process of trying to find somewhere to live. so, this seemed like a good opportunity to get out of my bfs for awhile. i texted my boss that morning (this is the same day that my cousin was supposed to be going over his house) and told him that me and my bf's issues was starting to become unbearable and i needed a place to stay. i asked him if i could stay at the hotel, and he agreed to help me out. when he responded yes, i decided to just risk it and "shoot my shot". which is something i normally do not do. i told him that my cousin had told me about what they were planning to do, but not to be mad at her, and that i was jealous because i deserved it more than she did and had been wanting it for quite some time. he was genuinely surprised, and at first he didn't believe me and thought i was setting him up. once he realized i wasn't, he told me to come over and to bring condoms w me. so i did. we ended up having sex and it was great. i could tell from his reactions while doing it that he was not expecting it and he actually vocalized that as well. it was so good that he told me he wanted me to come back that night to spend the night w him, and i did. it was amazing to say the least...
we agreed that it was going to be like a one-time thing (that night) but it turned into a full on affair. i tried to end it so many times, and he would always reel me back in somehow. it got to a point where we began telling each other we loved each other, we argued like we were a couple, he became jealous of my bf (his cousin) and i became jealous of his gf. he ended up opening up to me about his unhappiness in his relationship. how she was a goody two shoes, the sex was boring, she wasn't as freaky as he wished she was, and how they just were too opposite but that he didn't want to break up w her because he had been w her for so long and he didn't want to see her w anyone else. he was the only other guy she had ever been with sexually, and he loved that. any man would. she was born into a family that had money, went to private school all her life, and is a very privileged type of person where as he is the complete opposite. he grew up somewhat poor and struggled, so they definitely come from two different backgrounds. another thing that bothered him in their relationship was the fact that she makes more money than him, so he said she couldn't really understand him the way i could. he once told me that she told him if he didn't spend at least $10,000 on an engagement ring not to even get her one. so that should tell you how spoiled and "privileged" she is. to be completely honest, i honestly figured that and assumed all of this before i even got to know him better. i had only been around her (his gf) a couple of times, and was also friends w her on facebook, and from my perception she was definitely that type of girl.
i stayed at the hotel for about a month and then moved back in w my boyfriend. two months after this, i got fired from the job (long story doesn't have anything to do w the boss) but it sucked because he had to be the one to do it. even after i left the job, he and i kept our affair going. but it was always so off and on because we would argue a lot and i would always cut him off even though it would never last. once it reached summer time, he and his gf went on a couples trip to the DR and i thought he was going to come back and it not be the same. i didn't expect to hear from him at all, but while he was there he texted me a couple of times and told me he missed me and how he couldn't wait to see and fuck me again. the day after he got back, he came by and we of course had hot passionate sex. he told me my pussy was his and that i better not think about giving it to anybody else. he had told me this before actually, and i think he saw how much it turned me on. the next day after this, he texted me telling me that he was actually starting to feel bad for cheating on his gf (even though it had been almost 5 months by then) and that we had to stop. it not only hurt me, but it made me furious. i was always the one to cut HIM off, and now it was the other way around. it triggered my abandonment issues so bad that i went completely off on him. we didn't talk for a couple of days after this, but he finally did reach out to me and told me that he still wanted us to be friends. although i was hurt, i agreed. the "friendship" we both agreed to did not last long at all, because a couple of weeks later we were back having sex. his gf had went out of town again, and i spent the night at his house. now after THIS time, we fell out AGAIN and he cut me off AGAIN.
ever since then (which was last august) he and i have had the most unhealthy, toxic, sexual and scandalous affair. it has always been off and on, because when i cut him off he comes back somehow and i allow him; vice versa. he proposed to his gf in january of this year, but that hasnt stopped him still wanting to have sex w me. however, what has changed though, is the feelings and how he presents them to me. he claims that he no longer has strong feelings for me anymore and that he is trying to mentally and emotionally prepare himself to be a husband and possibly a father. i do understand that, but what bothers me the most is how he "switched up" on me. he was the one who initially told me that he was w his gf and didn't plan on leaving her when we started the affair. and i was fine w that, because i wasn't planning on leaving my bf and i only wanted sex from him. and even though he was the one who initiated that, he was ALSO the one who expressed feelings first. he would tell me things like how he wished he knew me first, and how he'd rather be w me than his gf and how he wishes he could just leave but it wasn't that easy...he was also the one who told me he loved me first. and ever since last august, all of that changed. he gradually would stop telling me he loved me, it got to a point where i was the one who would mostly be the one initiating sex w him...he just started to distance himself more and more. and i get why, but it triggered my abandonment issues like no other and it made me realize just how bad and deep-rooted they are.
as of this past july, he is now the AGM at my current job so we've been working together again. since he and i are now coworkers again, our affair started to get to how it kind of used to be before last august when i started noticing a change in him. however, he still doesn't tell me he loves me and hes definitely not all on me the way he used to be. you can honestly tell that he's been trying to not get so wrapped up in me again, and i do understand why. he is about to be a married man in a month. but it still hurts. i have tried so many things to get him to tell me he loved me or to get him to express feelings for me again, but its just not the same. i recently went on a vacation w my bf, and he would find just about any reason to text me while i was gone, telling me he missed me and a whole bunch of other stuff. when i got back, i went to his house (his fiance was out of town again) and we had some really good "i miss you" sex. after this, i offered to give him some money and of course he accepted. he is in a lot of debt, and he said that anything i could give him would help. like i said, i offered. he didn't ask. he knew that i had gotten a large settlement from a car accident i was in back in 2017, but he never once asked me for anything. so i felt like why not give it to him...i gave him $1000 and told him he only needed to pay me back $500. so far, he has only given me back $100, but i trust that he will pay it all back to me (the $500 anyway).
backtracking to when i was on vacation and he texted me, one night (i was really drunk) i told him that i wanted to have his baby. i told him that i felt like it was only fair that i get something out of him that i could have and hold on to forever since she (his fiance) got to have everything. i know this is completely unrealistic, we both do, but we still talked and fantasized to each other about it. i told him that i would move away, break up w my bf, and have a baby by him and raise it on my own. sick, right? i know...i think this is where the BPD for me kicks in ( i say this because wtf)...not only is it unrealistic given our circumstances, but it's just wrong of me to even THINK about doing something so drastic like that...he was so thrown off that i proposed this idea to him, that he began asking me all the questions on how i would feel about raising a child on my own and how he just couldn't allow me to do that. he said he would never forgive himself for having a child and not raising it, but the thing is...he told me that he wanted to too. smh. i guess we are both sick...we both agreed though that it just could not happen, and that if his marriage to his fiance doesn't work out that he would come and find me and that we would be together. he asked me if there was something else he could do for me for closure, and i told him that i wanted a "last night" w him where he would make love to me and make me feel special. i told him that i wanted him to make me feel like i'm his girl, even if its just for one night, since i can't actually be his girl...
since then, we have gotten into a couple of arguments and yesterday i told him that i don't even want to be friends w him anymore. i feel like i am torturing myself continuing to be friends w him and that its easier for him because although he cares about me and he says he does still have feelings for me, they just aren't as strong as they once were and he has admitted this to me. he told me that his feelings have changed because they HAVE to, which hes right about, and that we both should have known better than to fall for one another because we both knew that nothing could come out of it. he is right about all of this. and i just know that it is time to move on. despite it being so off and on, this has been going on for a year and a half now and honestly during that time the longest we have ever went without talking or seeing each other was 2 months tops. if that. i have become sickly obsessed with him, always stalking his social media (i've gone as far to make fake profiles so i can watch his instagram story without him knowing its actually me), ive sent myself flowers to work pretending that it was my ex just to see if he would get jealous, i even stalk his fiance's social media ( i follow her on instagram but i deleted her off facebook awhile back)...i've even attemped to put a lovespell on him a few months back (it obviously didn't work and i think i did it wrong anyway).... its sick man. i hate that i am this way...its disturbing. he still wants to be friends, and told me that i was "wack" for not wanting to continue on w our friendship but that he understands why i no longer want to. i told him that i want us to be cool at work, and to be cordial and respectful in order to maintain a positive and peaceful work environment. i really like my job and i do not plan on leaving until i finish school...and i was here first anyway, so i feel like it isn't fair to allow him to run me away from a job i really like. i've been here a year now and honestly, it is nerve-wrecking and triggers me always having to see him but i figured maybe i should just take it as my karma...its so hard to not be his friend though because thats how we started, and we get along great as friends. but it also makes it hard for me to move on (both of us if i'm being honest) because we both end up flirting w each other so the "just friends" thing hardly ever works for us. therefore, i know i made the right decision by telling him any extra communication and a friendship outside of work is just no longer a good idea and that i am not willing to do it anymore. it's hard, but i know it will be worth it.
well thats it i guess....i really could go on and on honestly, but i guess this would be a good stopping point. anyone who has any input....please, feel more than free to share it w me. opinions....advice...comfort...cuss me out....whatever. i feel like you guys understand me more than anyone from the posts i read on here quite often, so all i ask is for you to please not judge me. if you read all of this, thank you. it really means a lot to be heard. <3
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2020.09.18 03:28 Yukiiiooo I hate this online class ._. support my fb page, I do livestreams fb.gg/RstEsports

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2020.09.18 02:11 SLLS85 How to gain subs/sell PPVs: put yourself in their shoes

(I know I'll get a lot of hate for that but I think some need to change their mindset about OF. It's a service and subs are clients. You need to deliver a good service and attract clients, it's a business.)
"How to gain more subs?" "Why won't they buy my PPVs?" We read those questions several times a day here and on other support groups for SWs/OF models. Let me give you a really simple advice: put yourself in your clients' shoes when deciding how to run your business. Don't treat your subs or potential subs like you wouldn't want to be treated by a company/service provider (but of course don't sell yourself short either!).
In your life, you're not only a seller, you're also a customer. You buy a lot of products/services, and if you observe your own behavior, you should be able to understand your potential clients and to attract and keep them way better.
I often use two analogies: Netflix when talking about pricing and a clothes store for advertising. When you sub to a monthly service (Netflix, Spotify), you expect to have access to the service you paid for. You wouldn't pay monthly fee for Netflix if all the shows you really wanted to see were PPV, right? "Oh, you already pay for the service, but we know Stranger Things is a really nice show, so pay another $5 in order to see it." That's exactly how you sound to your subscribers when you charge $15/month AND ask for more money every time you make a special video. (I'm not saying you shouldn't sell PPVs. And I'm not talking about free pages.) Your monthly subscription in itself has to offer content for the price you set. It's not only an entry fee for a page where you only promote your PPVs. Your PPV might be only $5, it adds up quickly if your subs want to have a few vids from you.
I honestly think PPVs should be for free pages and occasionnally for extra content on paid pages (once in a while, it's not a problem, I'm talking about those who set a paid page and rely a lot on PPVs). It shouldn't replace the content on your feed that your subs expect to enjoy when subscribing. You can even up your monthly fee if you think you're posting enough content to justify it. In my opinion, most subs would rather pay a little higer and have an all inclusive service than being spammed with PPVs multiple times a week in addition to their sub price. I would rather see Netflix increase their price by $1-2 than having to pay extra for prime shows.
As for promoting... I've read today (and it wasn't the first time) that people on Reddit were freeloaders expecting only free content. Yep. That's exactly what it is, and exactly how it should be. Let's say there's a new clothes brand in your area. They start pages on FB and IG. They give some Fall fashion trends, they give looks ideas, and they advertise their products. People will sometimes stumble accross their publications when browsing something else. "Oh, a new brand, I'll like/follow their page!" They're not customers yet. They will benefit from fashion tips and other content the brand posts. They might click on the link to their online shop. Might buy, or not. But they'll keep following the page, maybe until they have enough money to buy. Or waiting for THE post that will convince them that they need to buy. Until then, they're not garbage. Or losers. Or cheap freealoaders. They're potential customers. If the company is rude to them, they will never buy. The company has assessed that the time/money/efforts they put in advertising worths it, even if only a small % of their followers actually buy.
When you use Reddit to promote, it's the same. Don't expect everyone who think your pic is cute to sub to your OF. Most of them are not on Reddit for that. They want to see nudes girls decide to show. Maybe they will find you so interesting that they will follow you. And eventually they might sub to your OF. Or not. It's okay. Not everyone want/can pay for that. They're not taking advantage of you, they're enjoying the pictures/videos YOU decide to show on here. You're not entitled to their subscription or money. And if they're rude to you because they think they are entitled to more free stuff, you can tell them to fuck off. ;-)
I'm not telling you how to do your business. Many strategies can work on OF (paid/free page for example). But when you decide how you run your business, think about how you would feel if you were in the receiver end. Would you like to support the business of that person/company? Would you like to be seen as an open wallet and being asked for money all the time? You are a service provider and you have to set a fair price based on the content you post. You get to decide how much it worths based on your criteria. And the customers will decide if they agree based on their own criteria as well.
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2020.09.17 22:51 caseywoodard Marketing / Selling Online Course

Hi all, I was wondering if anyone has had success selling online courses and, if so, what tips or suggestions do you have for acquiring customers and leads? Mine is a pretty high-ticket item and it seems difficult to acquire from FB advertising without spending a lot to funnel customers. Any tips would be really appreciated. Thanks!
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2020.09.17 19:52 internetzdude All images show up in FB ad manager as colored rectangles...has anybody else experienced this?

I managed to get good results with using FB ads for a self-published novel. Now I tried another campaign and all JPG images showed up as colored rectangles. I compressed them with an online image compressor and they still didn't work. Then I converted them with Imagemagick to PNG and BMP, and they still showed up as colored squares. A FB customer support representative confirmed the issue in chat but didn't know the cause of it either. The originals were created in Affinity Publisher and exported from there.
Unfortunately, I incidentally launched the campaign, panicked and stopped it again, and at that time, my account was flagged and is now disabled for "suspicious behavior". I've started a review process, since I'm pretty sure I did nothing nefarious, but I really botched my book launch. :(
Anyway, has anyone else experienced this problem in FB ad manager?
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2020.09.17 19:29 ineed_vitaminSea New bell internet service offered taken back

I live in a rural location. Up till recently wireless broadband is the only service available to us until recently Bell offered a new service that pings off a cell tower. We have bell satellite tv and the offer was in conjunction with that. 49.95 a month for six months. There was $20 a month off and another $10. It costs us a fair bit to get it installed. Had to buy a pole and trench. It works great. Speeds are four times what we had.
Then i get an email from Bell saying i wouldn't get the discount because i changed my account. I didnt. I called and was assured it was a glitch. The customer service resent me a copy of my offer. Then a few days ago i check online because my bill looks the same. Now i have two one bills. One in my husbands name and one in mine...guess because i was the one talking with Bell. But the phone number is the same. Charging me 99.95 a month for this...called customer service and got no where. She said they cant bundle because i took bundling off...about a year back Bell took the bundling discount off so we had moved my husbands cell to virgin because it was cheaper. She was quite snippy with me but told me to call Loyalty...so spent an hour and a half with loyalty... apparently she cant even see the second account...but i gave her all the info. She said her case manager would call back within 24-48 hours and we are coming up on 48 hours and no call...bill still shows in the account.
Getting frustrated. Thinking of posting in our local area fb group to see if anyone else has this issue. If i dont get my offer i will pull the tv account. Anyone else have this kind of issue?
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2020.09.17 19:21 turquoisecoco Census Enumerator Being Told Via Text from CFS Contract Terminated

Hello All - I was hired by Census January 2020 in Baltimore City, Maryland like many of you the process was very unorganized and covid did not help with in person 2 hour orientation August 3 2020 and the online training. I passed all with flying colors - my first cases were were August 13th - I had no issues with the app, however my issues were with CFS who had no clue how to even use the app let alone help anyone. I requested a change in CFS and that was done August 22nd - all good until....
I was assaulted "common assault" on August 30th Sunday 6:10pm - had photos of the man, his house, his tag number and police created a report. I read the Employee Handbook (322 page) in Content Locker and clearly states in Section 5.1-5.5 that any verbal or physical (touching) of a Census Worker no matter the position is a Federal Offense with Title 18 and they back up the employee.
I followed everything - immediately sent text to group, CFS called I had to call hot line to report the next morning because no one was there. Next day I was sent to same zip area streets - the police told me not to drive my car in that area again for safety. I texted CFS I was just assaulted and this is crazy I need new cases - I was sent NONE. Wednesday of that week my CFS wanted a phone call w her and Field Ops inside Baltimore Office - I had call - Field Ops said I should not have taken photos and I didn't follow instructions - I said with all due respect if I didnt how would I have know the person to have police file a report ???? I was protecting myself - this man had his phone out said he was calling policy and video taping me and my car with tag number - Im 56 I am not dying by getting a Census Proxy - this guy was the neighbor of the case !!!
No one told me anything - CFS calls me the following Sunday AM after I reported I had no cases and was in to work my normal 7 hour day - she said she was told to tell me my contract ended. I asked why she said she does not know. The other 14 people on my team still had cases up till this week. I had no email instructions and I have called the main number for HPayroll which is in Philadelphia - I want to file a grievance. I also was told I would receive an email on procedure - that was September 6, 2020 to date nothing.
Today I receive a call from Field Operations in Baltimore stating I need to drive to city, return items (I have no issue with returning all items I have them all accounted for a my briefcase phone etc) and I need to SIGN A D-291 Form.
I want to protect myself - I see MANY people on Reddit and in private FB Group Pages that they are being forced to sign "resignation"
A prior post on Reddit posted the Census 2020 Organization Chart and I see a D-283 is document issues of performance and conduct (page 18)
(page 19) shows Out Process Employees which manager creates a D-291 all done internally with actions - no where do I see where Employee (me) needs to sign anything
If anything - CENSUS needs to sign that I returned ALL items
Next is pay of September 23rd when we were told BONUS would be paid I am due approximately $400 to $500 but without all of my pay stubs - I only received 1st one for week ending August 9th 2020 how in the heck do I know what they are paying me - just amount of money in account - last 2 weeks were not correct from money deposited from my written hours/miles - can do anything about it until I received paper in mail on pay stubs (ridiculous)
Any thoughts on who has been thru this and what I should do ?
Thanks!!!!!
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